Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Advice to myself in the past

I found this on another blog and it seemed really cool so I decided that I would try it!!!

Age 5- Your not really that pretty so you can stop singing
Age 6- Your teacher thinks your stupid...take advantage of it
Age 7- Figure out how to find your own way to the bathroom
Age 8- Your teacher is an evil villan in disguise...dont let your gaurd down
Age 9- Stop trying to fit in with people that are rude to you and just be yourself
Age 10- See age 5
Age 11- umm...brush your teeth and dont be embarassed of your gifts
Age 12- Stop trying to be like everybody else...if people insult you they are just jealous.
Age 13- Dont do School, stay in milk and drink your drugs!!!

Tell me what you think!!!

Monday, July 16, 2007


things that make me happy:

  • Skating
  • Running
  • swimming
  • stretching
  • music(check out my last post!)
  • painted toenails:P(im normal...right???lol)
  • acting
  • eating lolololol
  • strange things

Sunday, July 15, 2007


My fave songs:

Breakaway-Kellie Clarckson
Who Said-Miley Cyrus
Whatever Life - haley duff
Punch Rocker - Emma Roberts
Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne
This is me

I guess all along I was never like you
Born in a small town but liked a big view
Smile for the cameras do what you love
And even though it hurts don’t ever give up
Small town girl just wasn’t me
I tried so hard I couldn’t be
I like the lights im not afraid
Smile when you feel like crying always be brave
Its like what I loved I couldn’t do
Im starting to wonder if that was all you
Swimming against the waves all my life
Starting to wonder if I might turn out all right
Swim to a sandy shore
The tide is strong but it’s a new door
Ride the waves and they carry you wrong
Be yourself personality strong and smile
Learn who you are
Smile through your rage
And when the sun comes up
It’s a brand new day
Passions burn inside of you
Lost and don’t know what to do
Afraid that you wont follow your dreams
And end up in the place your meant to be
Take it or leave it
This is me
I am me
I’ll never fail to be

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Boyz Boyz Boyz

boys must be the most undeveloped creatures on earth! call a scientist...ive found the missing link!!! So...perhaps you are wondering what the reasoning is behind my comments on the male species??? consider this...

I had come home from figure skating just a little while ago and was extremley tired. I was laying down on the couch in the living room when someone knocked at the door and this guy(junior high) was standing there. I know him from the neighborhood and he's really bad at hiding that he likes me. He knew it was my house because he had been there before. Anyways, when my mom opened the door he looked somewhat shocked and said "um...i think i have the wrong house." my mom replied "oh? who were u looking for?" And this boy replies "um, chad". They were not looking for Chad because they knew I lived there so why on earth would they ask for Chad??? do they think my mother doesnt know I speak to the other gender???

Wait. It gets better. Upon looking outside my sister announced that his cousin is there too. My friend saw them beside our house preparing to knock on the door. Nice. Sneaky. someone tell them not to be secret agents or the future of our country will be in the hands of dimwits.

Just Yesterday

It seems like just yesterday
I was a kid going out to play
No thoughts or problems or worries that day
On the grass we gaily lay

No pain or sorrow in our world
Just tea parties no problems curled
It's like as you get older yet
You have a searing constant dept

Of everything you can become
Theyll take it all they all want some
And happiness a distant dream
Painless as the journey first seemed

The road is long a bumpy trail
A terrible wavy sea to sail
You choose the path you want to take
Then give your all to something, make

One thousand pennies in a jar
A single move can make a scar
Your life indented with its pain
Forever its memory shall reign

I close my eyes and wander back
To when we played with balls and bats
And knowone cared about makeup or hair
Remember how we used to dare

With courage lost and pressure deep
Into a hole we seen to seep
Hold your head high cuz people would kill
To see you fall and take a spill

With every storm a rainbow shines
And every cloud silver lines
As hopeless as this life may seem
Forever is a distant gleam

When feeling pushed beyond compare
Perhaps we need to pause in prayer
Remember when things went well
Happiness you cannot sell

An ode to insanity